Isn't that what you wanna do?

Got Me Thinking

The end of year does.

Staying In

Having not spend barely any times at home, I found myself mellowed by the ambiance of loneliness in my own bedrooms. Not just in Melbourne, not only in Hildesheim, but in my bedrooms everywhere else including here today. It usually happened after I took a long unnecessary mid-day nap and waking up just barely close to the sunset, when I'm not getting what I want and couldn't do anything about it, spending too much time on my own and running away from work that I suppose to do.

This night reminded me of what I usually do when I feel lonely.
I would:
- Heat up a pack of milk and add a bit of vanilla and sugar in it
- Have some McVities on the side
- Watch cooking shows on Youtube, could be Jamie Oliver, Nigella, Master Chef
- Do some random illustrations or watercolour
- Make some handcraft stuff I can do in my bedroom
- Write

These things calmed me down and occupied me until I felt tired and hibernated once again.